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28 February 12

You know that look when you have an instant connection with someone? You’ll just feel it. It’s like even if you don’t know the person, you instantly feel comfortable with the idea of him being in your life. Especially for someone like me, who gets scared by opening to other people, even to people who consider me as their closest friend. It’s just not the same. That feeling of instant trust, instant comfort, with just one look, it’s very very different. I like this one guy. The first time we saw each other was when we were at school, i was sitting along a bench waiting for my friend. He sat on the next bench with his friends. As I was talking to my friend, I looked at him. He was looking at me. And we were just looking at each other, silent glances, as we do not pay attention to our respective friends. That look. In one instant, I knew there was something. 

I do not know him. He does not know me. But we often see each other at school. Passing along the hallways, crossing paths, coincidently running into each other. Never talked, just lingering looks. Often, hidden smiles. I don’t know what to feel. 

It’s killing me because I think I’m having feelings for this person whom I have never even talked to, who I don’t even know that well. I’m really a shy person at first, I’m not usually a conversation starter, most especially to guys. If we can just get pass the barriers of awkwardness and get to know each other, I know that we can have it all #alaadele.

Instant connections or love at first sight,  does it even lead to anything? Or am i just deluding myself from reality? Sometimes, when I look at him, I feel nostalgic and i don’t know why. It’s like I know him from a past life or something. 

I think I love him.

30 May 11

I feel like a total stranger. I don’t get to meet with my friends anymore. It’s like they’re not even there. My “friends” only seem to use me to feel better about themselves or if they only need me for something. But when I’m the one in need, alas not a single one of them shows up.

The worst part is that being alone gets the most of me. I don’t know anyone here and people are not as friendly as they seem. I really want to cry because it’s as if I don’t have anyone to talk to anymore. Everyone has just drifted away and apart. Nobody cares about me anymore. My family isn’t even helping. With so many petty quarrels here and there, I’m just so tired of it all and I have no one, as in no single one to talk to.

Sometimes, I wish I had a boyfriend, someone to confide with, someone to each lunch and hold hands with. But I have none. And I feel like I’m the only one. It’s like everybody has somebody except me.

I’m just tired of it all. I’m tired of being lonely.

Tags: personal
19 May 11
She’s so pretty

She’s so pretty

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17 April 11
♡

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13 April 11
hazelnutsyrup:

Bokeh & Sunset

hazelnutsyrup:

Bokeh & Sunset

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27 March 11
ooh I love her hair!

ooh I love her hair!

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25 March 11
18 March 11
get in my mouth now

get in my mouth now

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Tags: donuts
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12 March 11
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viasquaredd:

1000 reblogs = $10

10000 reblogs = $100 .. and so on

Okay, we know, we know, it’s shameless self promotion. We will be using the increased traffic from our website to fund this donation. We will be sending Red Cross the check for the Japan Earthquake and Pacific Tsunami.

UPDATE: We forgot to add what we’d do if someone were to “like” the post. We will combine the reblogs and likes we got from our last post along with the reblogs and likes we get from this post.

We wish we can donate more, but it’s all we can handle. If you would like to donate directly to the cause, please click here.

We will be donating 1 cent per every reblog, 1 cent for every like and 5 cents per every new follower we get. We’ll be sending the check to American Red Cross.

Email us at what@viaSQUARED.com for any questions regarding this.

Hopefully this will get enough notes, but if it gets too many, we’d have to stop it at 50000!

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Themed by Hunson. Originally by Josh