You know that look when you have an instant connection with someone? You’ll just feel it. It’s like even if you don’t know the person, you instantly feel comfortable with the idea of him being in your life. Especially for someone like me, who gets scared by opening to other people, even to people who consider me as their closest friend. It’s just not the same. That feeling of instant trust, instant comfort, with just one look, it’s very very different. I like this one guy. The first time we saw each other was when we were at school, i was sitting along a bench waiting for my friend. He sat on the next bench with his friends. As I was talking to my friend, I looked at him. He was looking at me. And we were just looking at each other, silent glances, as we do not pay attention to our respective friends. That look. In one instant, I knew there was something.
I do not know him. He does not know me. But we often see each other at school. Passing along the hallways, crossing paths, coincidently running into each other. Never talked, just lingering looks. Often, hidden smiles. I don’t know what to feel.
It’s killing me because I think I’m having feelings for this person whom I have never even talked to, who I don’t even know that well. I’m really a shy person at first, I’m not usually a conversation starter, most especially to guys. If we can just get pass the barriers of awkwardness and get to know each other, I know that we can have it all #alaadele.
Instant connections or love at first sight, does it even lead to anything? Or am i just deluding myself from reality? Sometimes, when I look at him, I feel nostalgic and i don’t know why. It’s like I know him from a past life or something.
I think I love him.